Becoming Invincible

that’s not something that props can fix

Sun, 13 Jan 2013 15:39:56 -0500

that’s not something that props can fix

It’s really cool that I moved in with people that I absolutely adore! It’s slightly less...

Tue, 10 Apr 2012 08:14:29 -0400

It’s really cool that I moved in with people that I absolutely adore! It’s slightly less cool that i’ve been hanging out with one of them until early morning hours and then having to get up for classes!

HELP MEEEE!

Mon, 09 Apr 2012 22:13:59 -0400

Yall. I haven’t had an appetite in 2 days. I’ve forced myself to eat something both days, but today I think I’m probably going on about 600 calories (and a good bit of coffee). I’ve lost 4 lbs in 2 days (and I know that’s not a real reflection so I’m worried about how fast I’ll gain it and then some back if I don’t eat).

The thing is, I have NO IDEA WHY! I thought it was lack of sleep over the weekend, then I thought I was getting sick (but I feel PERFECTLY FINE except for having NO DESIRE to eat). Maybe it’s stress but that doesn’t usually affect me like this.

Hungover. I’m an asshat. Drinking vitamin water and laying on the couch. I am all class.

Sat, 07 Apr 2012 09:20:04 -0400

Hungover. I’m an asshat. Drinking vitamin water and laying on the couch.

I am all class.

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Fri, 06 Apr 2012 19:15:07 -0400

Yall, this was REALLY good . Less than $3, less than 300...

Fri, 06 Apr 2012 14:20:43 -0400

Yall, this was REALLY good . Less than $3, less than 300 calories and no ingredients that I cant read! Waaay better than other frozen meals (which I won’t even buy) and pretty filling (especially since it’s low cal enough to eat a little something else)!

I just found out my scariest, hardest, most anxiety inducing final is 12 DAYS later than originally...

Fri, 06 Apr 2012 11:49:52 -0400

I just found out my scariest, hardest, most anxiety inducing final is 12 DAYS later than originally scheduled!

fueledbyveggies: thefitandhealthylife: liveinterrogative: audi...

Fri, 06 Apr 2012 04:48:16 -0400

fueledbyveggies:

thefitandhealthylife:

liveinterrogative:

auditory-hallucinations:

the effect of growth hormones on chickens. This is how artificial our food is becoming these days.

Shit.

I remember being so surprised at the skinny chickens running around the homes of Tanzanian neighborhoods. Also, their corn hadn’t been genetically engineered and only had one ear per stalk.

Ugh, reason 3465 to buy organic and free-range. For real.

So much of our food these days is absolutely toxic! It’s not like those growth hormones don’t effect you!

Reason #698 to go vegetarian or vegan. Who wants to eat those poor animals who are pumped full of chemicals, antibiotics, and other shit. Certainly not me!

I don’t think I could personally ever go vegetarian, but I think this is pretty foolproof support for anyone that does. This does at least make me want to go local/organic more diligently though!

I ate really well today!!! Probably my first really good day since the break up. I did weigh myself...

Thu, 05 Apr 2012 23:41:07 -0400

I ate really well today!!! Probably my first really good day since the break up. I did weigh myself yesterday, scale didn’t move (down OR up) but I could give you a pretty good list of reasons why not.

I think it’s a cop out to call it a plateau when I’m not really focused. I also think it’d be really unfair to be too hard on myself 2 weeks after ending a 4 year relationship. So, instead, I’m just keeping my head up and going day to day!

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Thu, 05 Apr 2012 23:21:30 -0400

imaliveagainn: ” I will be Strong and Courageous. I will not be...

Thu, 05 Apr 2012 09:26:15 -0400

imaliveagainn:

” I will be Strong and Courageous. I will not be terrified or discouraged for the Lord my God is with me wherever I go. “

Joshua 1:9

13 Simple Steps to Get You Through a Rough Day

Wed, 04 Apr 2012 23:21:37 -0400

13 Simple Steps to Get You Through a Rough Day:

I loved this!!

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Mon, 02 Apr 2012 12:04:12 -0400

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Sun, 01 Apr 2012 19:12:05 -0400

Lets Get Real...

Sun, 01 Apr 2012 11:04:38 -0400

New month, new week, (new apartment, relationship status, roommates, fears, etc).

Here’s my confession/explanation for my sudden drop off the radar: as I stated, I’m going through a break-up (a little less than 2 weeks ago, initiated by me) and, as silly as it may sound, any time I’ve tried to focus on ME I’ve felt really guilty—like I’m trying to just shoot into the future right after ending an almost 4 year chapter of my life. I’ve pulled up tumblr almost every day and whether it was looking at my dash or trying to write a post I’ve had this nagging feeling of “Really? You altered the entire direction of you and ANOTHER PERSON’S future and you want to think about weights versus cardio and My Fitness Pal?!?!”

BUT what do I (or you…) gain from putting off the future. And who says we have to trivialize the past to move forward? I’ll never look back and be thankful that I spent an extra week wallowing in sorrow or eating my feelings AND just because I’m NOT doing that doesn’t make how hard or sad this has been any less real.

It’s going to be hard, I deeply hurt someone I love, and I chose to move out meaning I’m living out of 2 suitcases (but with some amazing friends). So please keep me (and my ex) in your thoughts and prayers that we can work towards our futures.

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Sun, 01 Apr 2012 10:47:55 -0400

WIW/Life Update

Wed, 28 Mar 2012 07:12:28 -0400

Hey ladies and gents—

I’m 158 this week meaning down .8!

This is good because I’ve eaten out basically every single meal for the past week.

I’ve done THAT because I’m going through a breakup from a very long term relationship and I had to move out (which also explains my absence this week).

I’m going to try to get back in the groove of things this week. This is literally the hardest thing I’ve ever done and I need all the support I can get. Sorry for being vague about it but I’m pretty emotionally spent—I won’t shower yall with depressing details or sob stories (I’m trying to stay as distracted as possible)…

Thanks in advance for your support!

theskinnyveg: There is no use being upset over things that are...

Mon, 26 Mar 2012 04:48:06 -0400

theskinnyveg:

There is no use being upset over things that are out of your control. Don’t waste your time and energy stressing over circumstances you cannot change.

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Sun, 25 Mar 2012 19:12:05 -0400